Thursday, 20 December, 2007

My Angel without Wings :-)


Happy birthday Kuni...!!!

(Thats me and my Angel- Kunal..he is such a darling, isnt he?!!)

20th December, 2007.
Today is a very special day. 25 years ago on this day I was gifted a sweet sibling- my brother Kunal. My innocent joy knew no limits. He came in my life as God’s sweetest blessing.And yes, my life changed forever. He is my real hero, my emotional anchor, a true rockstar and my guardian Angel without wings....!!

What can I say about you kuni? Only an honest confession that I am so incomplete without you.

Your childlike innocence, those twinkling big eyes ( oh how much I envy them!) , your rib tickling sense of humour, your protectiveness for me ( hey, I thought only I am the caring one!) your mind boggling creative potential (often made me so proud of you ), your endless zest for life, your heart warming love for the less fortunate and meek ones ( remember the little kitten you rescued in that stormy,rainy night and brought her home,that was cho chweeet!!!), your rocksolid focus and concentration (no doubt, you always scored more marks than me inspite of studying so less!) , your mischievous, cute smile (kuni you get away so instantly, not fair!!), your deep rooted emotions and sentiments (well, you are such a softie inspite of that strong demeanor), your soul stirring sense of spirituality ( leaves me astonished and amazed and yes I am your disciple in this aspect, I agree:-)… my dear brother the list is endless…

No, your chatter-queen sister has no words today to describe your adorable Self. I still remember the times you taught me some of the most important lessons of life…the art of letting go everything that is not meant for me with dignity and grace, having the conscience heard to most often in the battle of the heart and the mind, focusing on only doing good deeds and karma no matter what life has in store..to list just a few..
You know what? I really look upto you Kunal and I am immensely proud to say that (inspite of the fact that I am 2 years elder to you, haha;-)

For all those times when I glorified my stupid ego and stuck to my impulsive behaviour,
For harassing you with my mood tantrums,
For acting as if I know it all (only sometimes!)
For just not “ listening” to what you had to say,
For taking your positive criticisms in such shoddy light,
For all those melodramatic reactions (pls don’t blame it on my dailysoaps and movie-watching!)
And for my endless talks (I guess you know by now)
I am sooooo sorry :-(

On this special day, I reflect on all those sweet stolen memories and timeless moments we shared together and grew in soul and spirit so beautifully..
For deep in my heart there lies a very beautiful place for you and trust me there You Rule!!! Its all yours my sweet kuni :-)

Thank you for making me feel that I am the best sibling one could ever have..
For making my tears gleam like stars with your perfect hilarious one-liners,
For loving me so unconditionally, guiding and being my protective Angel ( I am still the naïve and gullible mad girl and am so lost without you...)

I just want you to know that I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH and you are the rockstar of my little world :-))

I pray to God that may He bless your innocent, pure soul with everything it desires today, tomorrow and always…
May He honour you with a Righteous Life..
May He illuminate your path with His Light and grant you endless happiness, success,love and never ceasing mercy….
May you be the brightest star of His beautiful world :))

I am sure Papa up in the heavens( sitting very close to God) has his Loving glance on you and is smiling…and sending you so many blessings and goodwishes for you-his wonderful son..!!!(i see so much of him in you)

My soulful blessings and prayers for you too kuni- My Angel without wings.

Wish you a very very Happy Birthday!!!

Your fiercely possessive and loving sister,

Sweety;)

8 comments:

Dipti said...

Welcome back Krishna .. a very Happy Birthday to your brother Kunal from all of us also. God has already given him a wonderful gift in a sweet sister like you ... You are really true to your name .. sweet and full of love ..May Almighty bless you and your near and dear ones with love , happiness and peace always ... take care and welcome back ...

Sadiq Alam said...

Oh! how sweet of you dear Krishna for the sharing. it was lovely and i send my BEST WISHES and HAPPY BIRTHDAY cheers to dear Kunal as well.

may God keep his body, soul, heart, spirit and intellect pure.

peace!

darvish said...

What a really beautiful post and tribute to your brother. I am so happy to see such love between siblings, it makes my heart glow with love for you both :) Please give him a hug for me and may God bless him on his birthday and both of you in all the days of your lives. Ameen.

Ya Haqq!

Kunal said...

Okay, now you are making me blush.

I'm deeply touched sis, that you spent so much time thinking about me and my deeds, many of which I had myself forgotten, and expressing them in your own words. See, this is so much better than spending hours in picking up a fitting birthday card for me.

I'm not the quintessential brother or person that my sister has made me out; like everyone I too have my own share of insecurities and worries, but I'm very thankful to have an understanding sister cum friend cum confidante who is there for me in my dark times, without whom it would have been very difficult for me to be myself.

Dipti, Sadiq, Irving, thank you very much for your kind wishes. You people hardly know me (I on the other hand often hear my sister brag about her kind-hearted, selfless blogmates), yet each one of you make me feel as if we've known each other since ages.

Thanks again, all the best and have fun! *sniff*
- Kunal ;)

Krishna. N. C. said...

Dearest bro Kuni,
Aha!! u really look so cute blushing;-)just like fresh tomato juice...all these words are very heartfelt so you are just being modest(so typically you!)
Thank you sweetheart for being such an adorable brother and yes, i am always there for you:))
God bless you.

Krishna. N. C. said...

My Dear Dipti,
Thank you so much for your warm welcome:-)) and your goodwishes for Kunal.
I am so humbled by your kind words for me, they only reflect what a sweet and pure soul you are...!!
My prayers for you always.
God bless you Sweetheart :-))

Krishna. N. C. said...

Dear Sadiq,
Thank you so much for your heartfelt wishes for Kunal and me.
Its a true blessing to know you Sadiq- a truly wonderful human being and a lovely friend:-))
God bless you too with all that is beautiful!

Krishna. N. C. said...

My Dearest and Respected Brother Irving,
Having you in our lives and your blessings on both of us is nothing but His Divine Mercy and your beautiful soul full of love.. ...:-)
Thank you deeply for your kind words and goodwishes for us.
May God always bless you too brother with endless love and happiness.
Your Hug has been so dearly accepted and treasured brother;-))