Happy birthday Kuni...!!!
(Thats me and my Angel- Kunal..he is such a darling, isnt he?!!)
20th December, 2007.
Today is a very special day. 25 years ago on this day I was gifted a sweet sibling- my brother Kunal. My innocent joy knew no limits. He came in my life as God’s sweetest blessing.And yes, my life changed forever. He is my real hero, my emotional anchor, a true rockstar and my guardian Angel without wings....!!
What can I say about you kuni? Only an honest confession that I am so incomplete without you.
Your childlike innocence, those twinkling big eyes ( oh how much I envy them!) , your rib tickling sense of humour, your protectiveness for me ( hey, I thought only I am the caring one!) your mind boggling creative potential (often made me so proud of you ), your endless zest for life, your heart warming love for the less fortunate and meek ones ( remember the little kitten you rescued in that stormy,rainy night and brought her home,that was cho chweeet!!!), your rocksolid focus and concentration (no doubt, you always scored more marks than me inspite of studying so less!) , your mischievous, cute smile (kuni you get away so instantly, not fair!!), your deep rooted emotions and sentiments (well, you are such a softie inspite of that strong demeanor), your soul stirring sense of spirituality ( leaves me astonished and amazed and yes I am your disciple in this aspect, I agree:-)… my dear brother the list is endless…
No, your chatter-queen sister has no words today to describe your adorable Self. I still remember the times you taught me some of the most important lessons of life…the art of letting go everything that is not meant for me with dignity and grace, having the conscience heard to most often in the battle of the heart and the mind, focusing on only doing good deeds and karma no matter what life has in store..to list just a few..
You know what? I really look upto you Kunal and I am immensely proud to say that (inspite of the fact that I am 2 years elder to you, haha;-)
For all those times when I glorified my stupid ego and stuck to my impulsive behaviour,
For harassing you with my mood tantrums,
For acting as if I know it all (only sometimes!)
For just not “ listening” to what you had to say,
For taking your positive criticisms in such shoddy light,
For all those melodramatic reactions (pls don’t blame it on my dailysoaps and movie-watching!)
And for my endless talks (I guess you know by now)
I am sooooo sorry :-(
On this special day, I reflect on all those sweet stolen memories and timeless moments we shared together and grew in soul and spirit so beautifully..
For deep in my heart there lies a very beautiful place for you and trust me there You Rule!!! Its all yours my sweet kuni :-)
Thank you for making me feel that I am the best sibling one could ever have..
For making my tears gleam like stars with your perfect hilarious one-liners,
For loving me so unconditionally, guiding and being my protective Angel ( I am still the naïve and gullible mad girl and am so lost without you...)
I just want you to know that I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH and you are the rockstar of my little world :-))
I pray to God that may He bless your innocent, pure soul with everything it desires today, tomorrow and always…
May He honour you with a Righteous Life..
May He illuminate your path with His Light and grant you endless happiness, success,love and never ceasing mercy….
May you be the brightest star of His beautiful world :))
I am sure Papa up in the heavens( sitting very close to God) has his Loving glance on you and is smiling…and sending you so many blessings and goodwishes for you-his wonderful son..!!!(i see so much of him in you)
My soulful blessings and prayers for you too kuni- My Angel without wings.
Wish you a very very Happy Birthday!!!
Your fiercely possessive and loving sister,